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[listersgirl]

Bored!

So tell me, what are you thinking about right now? What's holding your thought processes hostage (at least the ones that aren't reading LJ)?

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Poor thing!

[listersgirl]

Dude, you are not allowed to be sick during your vacation! NOT ON. Well, I'm sure it'll be just what you need even so.

I'm cranky about work stuff, and still super weepy (which is probably hormonal, but I'm terrible at keeping track), but I get to go to the theatre tonight, so all is well.

Re: Poor thing!

[pescana.livejournal.com]

Normally I get cramps the night before so I can take some ibuprofen and sleep through it. I was all happy I didn't get them, thinking oh yay, light month. HA! I just took another advil. Ow ow ow.

I am not going to be sick for my vacation. I refuse.

Hmm, I wonder how much the hormonal-ness is affecting my ability to be rational about this shit?

Re: Poor thing!

[listersgirl]

It's so hard to tell, isn't it? I always feel like I want some sort of baseline marker, so that I can tell what I would be feeling without the outside (or inside) influences.

Don't try to think through the cramps, though. That never goes well.

Re: Poor thing!

[pescana.livejournal.com]

And that's exactly why I'm going away. I need time alone without his influence to sort through all the thoughts and conversations and arguments and hurts to figure out what I really want here. Or at least where I think I am. And I waited until next week so that I wouldn't be hormonal anymore.

I'm sure it will be good, I'm not sure it will be fun.

Ibuprofen is my best friend today. It's working already, and I am grateful.